Actually no. My self esteem comes from the fact that I’ve survived eating disorders and sexual assault. It comes from having the courage to walk away from an abusive marriage that lasted almost 11 years. It comes from packing everything I own into the back of my truck and driving clear across the country. By… Continue reading Where do strong women get their self esteem from?
I had a guest pop in unexpectedly last week. One of my favorite people. A former roommate in fact. When we both lived in upstate NY. He called on Monday afternoon and told me he was driving in. The next day. And wondered if he could crash at my place. My door is always open… Continue reading Unexpected visit and encounter
I stumbled across a great workout – have al look 🙂 And now, the cock to cunt ratio. “Your cock to cunt ratio is high right now.” A friend pointed this out to me. I’d been filling him in on all the goings on in my life of late. Work stuff. Stories about my… Continue reading S/M Workout and the cock to cunt ratio
I had a dream about Best Cum Ever a few nights ago. One that did not involve sex at all. We were in bed together. But just cuddling. He had his shirt off. My cheek was resting against his chest. I was idly stroking the soft fur that trails from his chest to his navel… Continue reading A normal sex fantasy
I had a dream a few nights ago. One of those dreams that seemed so real that it took a few moments to realize it was just a dream. That it wasn’t actually happening. I was aware of the sensation first. The sensation of being fucked. Furiously. I couldn’t figure out why I felt that… Continue reading Dreaming of a gangbang
I was already in bed when he came looking for me last night. It had been a long day. It had been a long week. I’d come home from a hockey game and just fallen into bed. My cell phone was on my nightstand. I’d just started to drift off when it began dancing across… Continue reading I am being owned
He was a big guy. Tall and blond and broad. A guy’s guy. He played video games and watched sports. He was a news junkie. He asked me if I would fuck him with a strap on. Something I’d never done before. I’d rimmed guys. I’d slipped a finger in an ass during a blow… Continue reading How I peg my slave