Actually no. My self esteem comes from the fact that I’ve survived eating disorders and sexual assault. It comes from having the courage to walk away from an abusive marriage that lasted almost 11 years. It comes from packing everything I own into the back of my truck and driving clear across the country. By… Continue reading Where do strong women get their self esteem from?
I stumbled across a great workout – have al look 🙂 And now, the cock to cunt ratio. “Your cock to cunt ratio is high right now.” A friend pointed this out to me. I’d been filling him in on all the goings on in my life of late. Work stuff. Stories about my… Continue reading S/M Workout and the cock to cunt ratio
I had a dream a few nights ago. One of those dreams that seemed so real that it took a few moments to realize it was just a dream. That it wasn’t actually happening. I was aware of the sensation first. The sensation of being fucked. Furiously. I couldn’t figure out why I felt that… Continue reading Dreaming of a gangbang
I was already in bed when he came looking for me last night. It had been a long day. It had been a long week. I’d come home from a hockey game and just fallen into bed. My cell phone was on my nightstand. I’d just started to drift off when it began dancing across… Continue reading I am being owned
I’m comfortable with who I am. I know that I am sexy. I know that it is my confidence that makes me sexy. What I also know is that I am not an ideal version of sexy. My body type is not one that will trip the triggers of the masses. No matter. I have… Continue reading The men who love me
I went to Vegas yesterday. Just for the day. Flew in early morning and flew back home in the evening. A completely spur of the moment trip. There’s this person in my life who treats me very well. He called on Saturday afternoon and said, “let’s do something crazy.” So we did. I’d never been… Continue reading Sin City in a day
I feel him with me all the time. Even when the memory of our last moments together have faded. When the memory seems more like a dream. I still feel him with me. His touch is burned into my skin. His voice plays in my head. His energy radiates through space and finds me. No… Continue reading I crave a dominant man so I can fall in love